On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux

2009-05-11T05:05:00.001-07:00

Things i want to do to her

Tease her about being fat. xD
Smell her hair and tickle her
Run with her
Hold her close and never let go
Eat ice cream with her
Lie down together on a meadow watching the clouds go past
Watch shooting stars together
Bake cookies for her
Tease her while she's eating it.
Go to the zoo with her
Go fishing someday
Tickle her when she's unaware. =X
Protect her
Carry her one round around the track
Throw her into the water. =x
Walk in the rain with her
Lie down on a rooftop and think
Look at her and smile.

2009-04-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

A long overdue update.

Haha. I had my nationals A div 5000m metres finals last week, came in 14th. I was quite pleased by the results , considering that it was my PB for this year. =). I can feel a 17:00 5Km coming on!

ROAR!

Haha. Watching the nationals finals on Thursday just made me even more motivated to train!

As of now , my goals for next year track is

Come in top 10 for the cross country
Get at least third for my 5000m!
Try out for 3000m steeplechase (Tentative)

Haha! Life feels so much better when you have an aim. x)

Running really feels great!

To end off ,

I AM A RUNNER because my runs have names. I do tempo runs and threshold runs and fartlek runs. I do long, slow runs and track workouts. My runs are defined, even if my abs are not.

I AM A RUNNER because my shoes are training equipment, not a fashion statement. The best shoe for me is the one that makes me a better runner. I choose the shoe that goes with my running mechanics, not my running outfit.

I AM A RUNNER because I don't have running outfits. I have technical shirts and shorts and socks. I have apparel that enhances the experience of running by allowing me to run comfortably. I can say "Coolmax" and "Gore-Tex" in the same sentence and know which does what.

I AM A RUNNER because I know what effort feels like, and I embrace it. I know when I'm pushing the limits of my comfort and why I'm doing it. I know that heavy breathing and an accelerated heart rate--things I once avoided--are necessary if I want to be a better runner.

I AM A RUNNER because I value and respect my body. It will whisper to me when I've done too much. And if I choose to listen to that whisper, my body won't have to scream in pain later on.

I AM A RUNNER because I am willing to lay it all on the line. I know that every finish line has the potential to lift my spirits to new highs or devastate me, yet I line up anyway.

I AM A RUNNER because I know that despite my best efforts, I will always want more from myself. I will always want to know my limits so that I can exceed them.

I AM A RUNNER because I run. Not because I run fast. Not because I run far.

I AM A RUNNER because I say I am. And no one can tell me I'm not.

2009-04-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since i had a run in a light drizzle.

Enjoyed every moment of it. It gave me a repose to clear my mind of the fog that shrouded it.

I finally gotten rid of any lingering fear of failure. or so i guess. =/

Well.

Viva la vida.

2009-04-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

Life sucks.

I can't help it.

Nationals , studies , tests , basketball matches...

All this obligations , these commitments to keep. I'm constantly inundated with them every waking moment. I just want to run away.

Far far away. From all this mess.

I can't take it anymore. I'm gonna break soon.

People are telling me to give up, they are telling me that i can't make it, that i will inevitably fail.

But i don't want to give up , yet i'm afraid of failure.

What should i do?

2009-04-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

x.x

Not feeling well now.

Haha.

Yesterday family day quite cool , walked in the rain and talked with mr tan. Haha. He quite nice , treat me to otah. Winee also. xD

Had my 5Km event in the rain at 4:50 afterwards.

Dammn x.x I was like wah crap. I need to pee when they started the race..Then when starting i was like dead last.. I was like thinking , omg wtfzor they all go so fast , then by the 3rd lap i caught up. Ended up 12th position with a time of 20:05:52.

That's 20minutes 05 seconds in the rain.

Wheee~~

Had dinner with roy ,inez and bing ru afterwards and a date with flu..

Now I'm sneezing like siao..AHH

Panadolll~~

2009-04-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a great day. Suddenly my life bloomed into a kaleidoscope of colors. =)

Shan't elaborate anymore on that.

Tomorrow's my 5K for allcomers and i still haven't go and buy my racing flats x.x

=/

2009-03-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

I just finished goal setting.

RAWR!

As of now,

I aim to break AJ's 2.4 record ( 8:10 ) I think.

Annnd to get into top 10 for Nationals Xcountry next year.

This year wasn't so good. Haha. I didn't train enough, didn't run hard enough and didn't have a clear goal.

My eventual timing was 18:30. Ouch man. That was really pathetic. =/

But well , to look on the bright side ,it just means that i can improve more!

I'm hoping to improve to 16:00 to secure a spot on the top 10 next year.

I think it' be easier with that Soh RuiYong off the list. Though it would mean the addition of Sumanthiran the current B 'div champ whose my junior. x.x

On the academic side , I would just want to win c*ee**h and get PRPs.

Yep. It's all in code. LOLZ.

On a sidenote : 101 post =)

2009-03-20T07:43:00.000-07:00

HAD BEACH OUTING TODAY!

It was great man!

HAHA. I really enjoyed myself today. Thanks guys!
=D

2009-03-19T08:49:00.000-07:00

I'm dammn pek cek now.

Fk sia.

I'm like sacrificing my Track and bball outing for the sentosa outing then some people tell me they will be late or cannot come like fk LAH.

Somemore I'm not the organizer and i have to do this sai kung.

Amplified by the fact that early in the morning i got a earful from my chinese teacher about the NE project. LIKE I GIVE A SHIT?

ARRRGGHHH!

Seriously i just feel like punching some one's face in. This holiday doesn't feel like one at all. Even a day meant for relaxation has turned into a day of pek cekness.

ARGGGGHHHH

2009-03-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

Okay.

Pokemon epic fail number 2.

I think i go be monk.

Haiz.

i go drown my sorrows in mugging and track liao.

2009-03-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

Just came back from track!

Haha. Track so fun! x)

i LOVE RUNNING WITH SPIKES MAN!

WAHAHAHA

Did 5 x 400metres today .. Sprint 400m ,walk 200m X5.

Then had 1.2km run. My timing wasn't that bad , considering that i chionged for my 5x 400m. Ended up with 4:18..

Lolz!

After what eugene told me, I'm filled with hope for nationals! Haha , aiming for top 10! Weee~~

2009-03-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

ARRGHH...

Today must be the worst day of my life.

Fk...

During the 1.5km , when i was starting kena elbowed..dunno why , make me so pek cek ,then i chiong the first lap was leading until second lap , my thighs got cramped. x.x

It was seriously horrendous..I thought i was gonna die , but i continued running albeit at a much slower pace and then i got

ELBOWED.

AGAIN.

zzz...

Dammit man..

Can this day get any worse? Losing the lead and getting elbowed?

2009-03-13T20:11:00.001-07:00

LOLZ.

I got my pair of spikes. arrgh..

today is the 1.5km event.=/ I wonder how i fare. x.x

JC is really tough , with the deluge of homework and stuff. x.x

2009-03-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

WAH

I feel dammn stressed.

Next week got All comers meet..

I'm running 1.5km..which i never run before. zzz

My event is like 5km luh..

I think i will die man. zzzzzzzzzz

2009-03-06T07:21:00.000-08:00

WAHHH

sianz..

I'm emo man!

My 2.4timing sucks like shit. 9:19. I dropped like 24seconds....It's either due to my strained thighs or the sad alternative that my stamina decreased..

x.x

HAIZ.

Mugfest man..

dammn sian.. weekend nothing to mug liao..zzzzz

2009-03-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

Wee~~

I'm officially in both Track and Basketball.

So cool uh!

Plus I'm running for Nats this year! Wheee~~

Aiming for top 10. rawr! I heard this dammn inspiration story. Apparently there was a J2 last year , he was in Taf during sec 3 and then after 2 years of training under the coach, he got 4th for nats!

Plus he's around my height and around the same 2.4 timing!

wee u weet!

Anddd

I'm aiming for AAA/A for promos!

ROARRRRRRR

I can do it!

YES I CAN!!

2009-02-25T05:54:00.000-08:00

ARRGHH

School life has been dammn hectic...

I suddenly feel like going poly..LOLZ..

Currently stuck on a dilemma on track or bball..

Teachers seems friendly enough..

though maths lectures sucks , i learnt more from 1 tutorial than 3 lectures. WTF.

Went for bball and track. Bball ended dammn early so i went for track after that.

I intended to run 2.4 at first , but when i thought about umbreon.. wah.. I just chionged 8km..

We were like greeted with a heavy storm at first, but after my run , i saw this beautiful arcing rainbow!

It's sorta beatific when you see it, has this calming effect!

I love rainbows!! =]

Plus umbreon.

2009-02-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

Brilliant ways girls turn guys down.
Quite funny. haha

HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!!

HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance?
SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!!

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must have been given your share!!!

HE: Will you come out with m e this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!!!

HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I acan't talk and laugh t the same time!!!

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've a ready seen it!!!

HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together?
SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!!

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
SHE: Yes, thats why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down .

Lolz.

My sore throat is getting from bad to worse!

Could't speak properly today...My voice came out like some guttural growl..and it lapsed into a high pitch squeak when i say certain words.

DOTS MAN!

I don't wanna become like that guy...the one with the funny funny voice..
zzzz

2009-02-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

Okay.

This sucks big time.

I caught a stupid flu from Roy. Ended up going for Bball training(sch) on Wed with a sore throat.

When i got home , the next thing i knew was this pounding headache and a fever..

Luckily Panadol saved me. I made it for school and i barely survived it.

Arrgh. Stupid roy. Destroyed my life.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
You think roy is lv1
But you don't really have a clue.

Another one.

Roses are red ,
Violets are blue
Roy is a bit*h
And you know that's true.

Ended up going for Shun Ao bball training after 2 hours rest in the afternoon.

So tiring man!

But ECONS ROCKS.

Marginal benefit = Marginal cost. ==> Marginal principle.

2009-02-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

Okayy.

WinEe forced me to post this..

School is so tiring man! And what? We are only going through orientation and stuff.

"First there was Mg , Then came OG , Now PDG. Next up , We GG"

That sort of sums up the shit that happened to us. 6 of our classmates are gonna leave for another class.

NOOOOOOOOO...

FKFKFKF

Haiz.

Dammn sads.

Somemore , i think i'm gonna be stuck at lv 1 forever..

No hope liaoz...

zzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-02-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

LOLZ

OKAYZ

Today we had fun and games and my impression of AJ lifted alittle =)

So yea, we had games and i was being retarded haha. Cause i saw everyone had the mugger and sian look. So must spice up life!

And woah! My mg was like dammn fun!

Run around and strike weird poses in the middle of the dances !

wahaha!

I had track at 5. It was great. People there were dammn friend and not so mugger!

YAYNESS!!

I think i'm the fastest there for 5km..

Time for 2.4 = 8:55

whee

darn! I wanna go for Nationals in April!

2009-02-04T03:18:00.001-08:00

Yea man!

I'm happy today.

Know what?

Dad found a job as an manager!

Yayness!!

I can't imagine the euphoria that must be coursing through him now. =]

Oh yea..

Today was CCA carnival.

I signed up for Bball , ODAC and Track..

So i guess i gotta go for the Track training this friday and ODAC orientation.. =)

2009-02-03T02:31:00.000-08:00

Okay.

AJC was horrible.

The minute you stepped into school , there's the palpable mugging atmosphere that's ubiquitous throughout the school compounds...

Then you get introduced to the student population.

All hard core muggers.

The first impression you get is.

WAH.

DIE LIAO ARH. SO MUGGER.

While i was cracking some mugger jokes about the school. This mugger looking person swaggered over and asked me for my L1R5.

Apparently he thought that i was some moron or something. But after i told him about my score. He had this sad look on his face.

I literally laughed at that.

Oh yea. Showcase of Campus life is just

"Here this is mugger site no.1"

"This is mugger site no. 2"

AWW MAN. IT WAS HORRIBLY DONE.

Then another one was the college events. There's only 6 events

Being

CIP DAY ( WOW. THAT'S SOME EVENT. *ROLLS EYES)

Teachers Day ( Err okay.. is this even counted?)

House day

I saw nothing interesting .

The college in it's recent bid to increase the life of it's students has decreed CIP.

WOW

YOU KNOW IT'S BAD WHEN YOU HAVE TO RESORT TO CIP TO GET LIFE!

Seriously even RJC can book a whole movie theater for it's students..

AJC is like an NJC clone. But worse.

Cause at least NJC has a mugger culture..

AJC has NO culture.

Even the emcees weren't funny..

No one laughed at their jokes.

OOPS. WAS IT EVEN A JOKE ? HELLLO?

But at least they made an effort.

Plus, the ceiling of the lounge room collapsed before.

AWMYGAD...

I think I'm stuck in some construction site.

2009-01-30T07:36:00.001-08:00

Lol..

Since your keep on asking me why i'm so pissed off and whether i'm over reacting.

Here's a reason why.

One of them bang my until my specs drop. The lens got fragmented.

and i got a cut on my eyes.

Plus they insulted me and my friends.

Isn't that enough reason to be angry?

I'm not a saint. I'm not a nice person.

2009-01-29T08:59:00.000-08:00

Had an harrowing day today.

Played basketball against some DOGS.

5 on 5.

5 dogs against

Me
Alvin
Garry
Kamho
Arroson.

During the match ,they were banging us like bang us money will drop.

They charged at us and say that there's a foul.

SURE. THERE'S A FOUL. YOU FOULED US AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY?

DAMM YOU MAN.

FUCKING DOGS.

It was not once, they did it for like, 10 times? Until one of them , want to act and say " bu yao zhe me chong dong , bu ran shi qing hui fa shen de"

SURE. THINGS WILL HAPPEN. YOU THINK WE EASY EAT ISIT?

FUCKING DOGS. I GO BURN DOWN YOUR HOUSE I SEE HOW YOU DARE SAY THAT AGAIN.

LET YOU HAVE A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE.

2009-01-26T20:54:00.000-08:00

I' been thinking,

Some questions that were buried in the deep recesses of my mind have come to surface. I can no longer escape them, escape what the answers mean. Yet I'm not too sure.

I'm uncertain. Stuck on the crossroads.

Time is running out, What should i do? I know i am the only one who can answer that question. But i'm afraid. So very scared.

Is there such things as a wrong answer? Or does life has no answers?

Readers , let me ask you somethings,

What is love?

What is unconditional love?

Do humans require love?

If so , why? why do they need love?

What is the meaning of life?

What is life?

2009-01-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

Okay. So here's chinese New year. I had a really weird one today. Lolz. What's with trying out my new clothes and stuff.

Here's a retarded picture.

Now. My CNY haul

I was gambling with my family on poker.

1 dollar for 1st , 50 cents for second , -50cents for 3rd , -1 dollar for the 4th

I got away with 3bucks!

Whoo hoo!

2009-01-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

YEYSYEYEYEYEYSYESYES!!!

YEA MAN!

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I RAN 10KM.

I don't know what happened today. It was 9pm , i was sort of buzzing around in my room when i suddenly felt like trying a 10k.

Throughout the run, i felt like giving up , my knees were really complaining(Guess i need more Glucosamine pills)

But i stayed till the end. When i crossed the finish line ,i was tired beyond belief but oh so happy!

Haha.

Besides this , today was quite weird , went lot1 with mom to get my Levi's jeans. I swear they are too long for me!

Now i'm sooo dammn grateful for the mug of milk that's infront of me.

Yum! =)

Oh and there's this very fitting light bulb joke about JCs floating around on forums.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to
manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Apparently the person who wrote this was from TJC. Well I'm not too sure if his bright , but he's certainly humorous!

=)

2009-01-22T00:19:00.001-08:00

I have decided to give free tuition.

Interested parties can either MSN me or contact me through mobile.

My number is 82271876.

Subjects i teach

English
AMaths
Emaths
Biology
Physics
Chemistry.
Elective Geography

Credentials.

O'Level '08

English A1
AMaths A1
EMaths A1
Bio A1
Chem A2
Physics A2
E Geog A2

Yep

That's about it. =)

2009-01-21T07:26:00.000-08:00

The economy is in shambles.

My mood is dark now.

=/.

My dad just got retrenched.

When an offer for a job came , he took it.

But now they retracted it.

It began with that ominous phone call today.

Dad was lying in bed ,thinking of his prospects.

I was reading a book in my room.

I heard voices. The tone my dad used when he was in serious trepidation.

He was talking, in a rushed manner, when he suddenly stopped.

I realized why, the other party had just slammed down the phone.

Apparently for them, it was over. There was no negotiation.

It destroyed him.

I sneaked a look through the crack in the door.

All i saw was the back of my dad.

His shoulders hunched as if an invisible weight was suddenly placed upon him.

He looked defeated. He looked old.

2009-01-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

Lolz!

Today was a typical day , you know ,

like

Wake up , eat , use com etc.

But i'm happy with the monotony. The pace of life seems quite nice now. Guess i'm not ready for major changes.

Ouch.

30th Jan. Diez.

2009-01-18T08:19:00.000-08:00

Lolz

Just came back from Bugis.

Woah.

Today was really a whirlwind tour of Bugis ,squeezing through the human sea, getting choked in the hot damp atmosphere and having to keep your way out of determined shoppers jostling their way out.

I got myself a formal attire and a t-shirt with a funny slogan. LOLZ.

X . X

Yet another day without training. Nevermind. Today (Monday) I'm gonna work my ass off to compensate.

Rawr.

Budget left - from 800, - 400(bank) - 75(Clothes) - 98 (Crumplerz) - 30 (Kbox) - 50(Misc expenses , fares etc. )

left 147.

X . X

lolz.

2009-01-17T20:16:00.000-08:00

LOLZ!

Yesterday went to get my crumpler and somehow, one thing led to another and i ended up in a dark and musty room in kbox.

The rates were exorbitant , 23 dollars for 4 hours. Actually the price was 14, then we had to buy the compulsory drinks which went at 6 dollars.

I got scammed. I ordered the orange juice thinking it would be like freshly squeezed orange. Imagine surprise and subsequent madness when i found out it was made from concentrate.

=.=

EWWW...

Then i had the Milo dinosaur , it was slightly better , but after drinking that , my throat went hoarse. AHHHH

The funniest thing was when i sang DUI MIAN DE NUE HAI KAN GUO LAI.

Whoo , i ended up screaming through the song. WOAH! Didn't have such a release in a long long time. =)

It was hella fun. We took some weird and unglam pics like with me licking the milo and jocelyn stuffing the glass rod up her nose, LOLZ. Then Jocelyn started trying to be the redhouse ghost with Hongyi(?) impersonating as the OCH ghost. Wahahaha

Impressions of the people at K

Charlene(?) : Sing sing sing then stop then camwhore camwhore camwhore.

Hongyi(?) : Abit sot.

Jocelyn : DAMMN FUNNY LAH. MUST DO THIS MORE OFTEN

Fabian : Stupid fox. You think you what? Night safari star is it? xD

WAHAHAHA

Speaking of today. I overslept as usual. SORRY JOEL , CANNOT GO CHURCH WITH YA. Hope you have a fun time =)

2009-01-15T19:59:00.001-08:00

Lalala~ I'm posting just cos i feel like it! HEHE

It's been so long since i took a swim, imagine my surprise when i managed to swim 51 laps!! lol. It was quite amazing. At first i resolved to swim 30, then when i reached 30 i felt like giving myself a challenge. To swim the amount that i usually swam before i stopped swimming. At 40 i felt like giving up , but i continued on. It was great. The burning feeling of victory over myself. Whooo!

Needless to say , when i ran my daily 2.4 later on , i became a slowpoke. LOL

2009-01-15T00:17:00.000-08:00

Lol.

It's been a long time since i blogged. Haha , i finally figured out my blog password.

xD

Thinking back , 2008 was definitely a year to remember. Class 433'08 was indeed a memorable and fun class, who can forget the experience of the teacher finding out the whole class was copying during Chinese spelling? Even till now, whenever i reminisce about those past events, it would never fail to light up my smile. O'levels was a trial by itself ,endless mugging sessions separated by balling sessions and the constant anxiety that one would not be able to overcome it.

During Monday , my results came back , i got 8points raw.

English A1 ( A real surprise , since i was last in class last year =.= )
A Maths A1 (Doing 10 hours of AM a week paid off! ^^)
E Maths A1 (Tyco sia)
Biology A1 (Yayness ^^)
Physics A2 (Nooooooo... my best subject so chiam)
Chem A2 (zzzz)
E.Geog. A2 (Waah lauzzz)

Lol ,to think of it ,I'm not really satisfied of my results. At first i was emoing about it. Thanks Grace , Nicole and Lengshan for trying to cheer me up =)

Then i thought about it and it struck me. O'Levels is just a stepping path into University ,that's where it really matters. So i should't be too sad , but neither should i rest on my laurels or settle mediocrity.

A peek a my JAE choices.

1st) ACJC ( I was impressed by the school facilites)
NJC
AJC
SAJC
NYJC
CJC

=)

That about sums it up ^^

2008-07-18T03:37:00.000-07:00

HAHA

I managed to again gain the dubious honor for having longest break from blogging. Not that i'm so fond of it anyway.

Much have happened through the days, so much memories stuffed down memory lane. It evokes tears and yet bittersweet joy simultaneously. Not very "fun" as some books romanticize it to be.

Forget about the mid years , now's the O's. The real BIG BAD WOLF.

They say there's a time for everything. If so , the time is here to mug and not to play.(Unfortunately)

However even though i have not even devised a schedule for my Pre O's mugging, i have already deduced my post O's plan. Ingenious brain eh? Not exactly if your the one getting the chiding for the barely palatable grades.

Here it;s.

Wake up.
Eat breadfast.
Play ball.
Have lunch
Play ball.
Sleep.

How wonderful and simple.

2008-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

How long as it been. I wonder since i blogged.

And to think that i even forgotten my blog address.

I'm really getting senile.
xD

Chinese O's was pretty terrible , i mean, I MEMORISE 5 DAMMN ESSAYS AND 2 LETTERS AND THEY DIDN'T COME OUT AT ALL. I was quite shocked when i saw the paper. But it turned into relief when i saw that the questions weren't hard afterall.

Keep praying!

June Holidays are getting slow and monotonous. Some days i would drag my lazy ass to study which is rare unfortunately!!

I need a double shot of drive and a rival to spur me on to greater heights!rawr!

2008-05-15T06:36:00.001-07:00

HAH

It's been so long since i updated but nevermind..

Been busy with school and CHINESE INTENSIVE.

AHHHH

It's like.. zombification with bits of chinese caked between the crevices of your gray matter.

Anyway today was Xcountry. Tiring. I just realized how out of shape i am.. From 6th last year to 16th..

But on the bright side , i haven't been training and i'm still getting another medal? =D

2008-04-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

The mid years are encroaching. Inch by inch , day by day.

It seemed so far fetched at one time. But now , it's real and glaring. My O's won't be far off.

I just want to get top 10 for the MYEs.

Preferably doing well for ALL my subjects. Ambitious? emulous? Or just the old'me dreaming?

It doesn't matter. If it's a dream , i shall turn it into reality. If it's ambitious ,then i shall soar amongst the stars.

I'm not backing down. I won't allow that.

This is my only chance and i'm taking it.

Aut Caesar aut nihil

2008-04-08T01:54:00.001-07:00

You Have A Type A Personality

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood

You tend to succeed at everything you attempt

And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!

You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun

As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested

You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are 78% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.

You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

2008-04-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller

You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.

You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.

Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.

Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.

In love, you are loyal and honest. If you commit yourself to someone, then you're fully committed.

For you, love is something that happens naturally. And you don't need romantic gestures to feel loved.

At work, you remember details well and are happy to take on any responsibility.

You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

How you see yourself: Decisive, stable, and dependable

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, conservative, and egotistical

What's Your Personality Type?

2008-04-05T23:13:00.000-07:00

It was one of those generic Sundays. Never the less I'm happy with it. A good night's sleep , Hot roti prata for breakfast. Who would complain?

I'm currently stuck revising partial fractions and equations of circles.

EOC is MUCH easier than partial fractions.

All you need is remember the general formula which goes like this,

x^2 + y^2 + Dx + Ex + F = 0

Where , [ -D/2 , -E/2 ] is the centre and the radius is given by ,

[(D/2)^2 + (E/2)^2 -F]^-1/2

Alternate form is

(x - h )^2 + (y - k)^2 = r

So h is -D/2 and k is -E/2

So it's quite mechanical meaning my brains aren't fried YET.

Wait till partial fractions. I think it'be sizzling. Urrgh

2008-04-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

I just realized I haven't blogged for a month. Life has been busy and good. =]

Off to revise for Chinese

2008-03-14T09:07:00.000-07:00

Hey.

I haven't blogged for almost 1 week.

March holidays were pretty dreary with the rain and stuff.

Going to Chen lao shi's house was pretty interesting. She made lunch for us (how nice) and her house is just next to the BEACH. What a scenery , imagine the salty tang of the sea being the first thing you smell in the morning.

Oh yea , i must't forget the spotlight of the entire episode. MISA!!!

She's one hell of a siberian husky , hyperactive and a clump of smooth fur. Her hilarious antics ranges from trying to drink the toilet bowl water and biting socks. ( Sean says OUCH)

2008-03-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

Received a call from dad today.

I feel real pissed and rebellious now.

Why can't they just trust my judgement? Why do they think that they ALWAYS know what is good for me? Why do they think that they are infallible?

Why do they just shut down the argument when they are losing?

WHY am i feeling so pissed now?

Fuck it.

2008-03-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

Jocelyn's birthday today. Was planning to go ice skating ,but there was this ice hockey match so the idea was scrapped off. Just then K box had to be very conspicuous and....
we had a whale of a time laughing at each other. Esp Cheng khai with his spastic smile. xD

That's it for today.

2008-03-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

56%

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.

You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.

For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.

However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

2008-03-06T21:51:00.000-08:00

Hehe , i got a treat this morning. KFC breadfast and good night's sleep does wonders.
( Maybe it expands the waistline but i need that anyway)

PMT was quite uneventful and i rather spend my time sleeping through that.

I decided that i'm going to spend my holidays studying =]

2008-03-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

Ahahaha

Maybe it's a sign. But whatever.

I'm not going to brood over my poor standing this term , I WILL GET 6A1S NEXT TERM.

YAH. 6A1S

Rawr. It's time to continue the fight =]

2008-03-01T19:38:00.001-08:00

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2008-03-01T19:11:00.000-08:00

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2008-03-01T03:29:00.000-08:00

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2008-03-01T00:47:00.000-08:00

Reading the Starlight conspiracy brings back a sense of nostalgia. It's resounding theme of acceptance , of identity fills me simultaneously with a sense of wonder and a tinge of sadness.

A couple of quotes

" I was crying because i saw how my life could have been"

" How many people were out there, lost and alone , trapped in lives they couldn't escape from.

She was one of the lucky ones

She had loved and been loved"

It's a book that i really recommend.

At least it doesn't turns your brain out with the all theories about the big bang, neutrinos ,open universes and such

2008-03-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

The blue house and the cherry tree.

2008-03-01T00:24:00.000-08:00

I got my hands on 2 pretty interesting books. They are ,

The case of the missing neutrinos and other phenomenal.

and The Starlight Conspiracy.

The first one deals with quantum physics with simple questions like,

Why is the night sky black?

The answer unfortunately isn't as simple. Let's start by asking another question ,

Why can we see stars in the night?

2008-02-28T00:22:00.002-08:00

AHH SCREW IT..

FUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC ------------------

I FAILED CHINESE. ZOMG.

X.X

And i failed History 2138. For the first time in my life.

Zomg. I think I hate C-Leong liao. I want Ms Mara( Old History teacher) back! I remember getting only A1s for History last year and now a E8. I feel pissed. Somehow. Partially because I got C-leong as a teacher and more of it would be WHY DIDN'T I MUG EARLIER?

AHHHHHHHHHH

2008-02-28T00:22:00.001-08:00

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally.

If you want something, you make it happen.

You don't wait around for things to go your way.

You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.

You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.

You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...

But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.

You realize that working the system does get you further.

You know who to defer to and who to control.

When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

2008-02-27T02:01:00.000-08:00

You Are Most Like John F. Kennedy

You live a fairy tale life that most people envy.

And while you may have a few dark secrets, few people know them.

What Modern US President Are You Most Like?

2008-02-27T01:57:00.000-08:00

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)

You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.

You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.

In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.

Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

2008-02-27T01:48:00.002-08:00

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

2008-02-27T01:48:00.001-08:00

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed

Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas.

You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.

You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.

You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.

People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.

You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

2008-02-27T01:38:00.000-08:00

ZOMG.

I SCREWED MY BIO. Wtf.

I thought i would do well , but i guess it was wrong. I got a C6.

The moment i got back my script, i was in shock. Time seemed to crawl as a vortex of hurried thoughts disassembled into my chaotic mind. I never want to repeat this horrible experience again. Ever.

E maths was no better. 26.5/40 =T I guess i should have practiced more

A maths was the only saving grace , it was the highest that i ever got. 91.3%

Yippie =]

2008-02-26T01:17:00.000-08:00

yay! 32/40 for Physics this is the first time i got 80 xD

Elect Humans was a totally different story.

My elect Geog was okay with 10/13
but my SS WAS 5/12

WTF.
WTF.

34%$@^$#&^#$

WA LAU EH. I FOLLOW CHRIST LEONG'S NOTES AND I GOT IT WRONG. WTF. I'M NOT GONNA USE HER CAUSAL LINKS ANYMORE. (and she's a teacher =.= )

2008-02-25T01:27:00.000-08:00

I got back my chem results. It was horrible. Especially when it's your forte.

Hari got 36/40 (Highest) , i'm so envious of him , well. I'm not going to slack like TA1 for Mid years.

Mr Ho told me that i got A1 for Physics. That helped to brighten my day.

rawr. 9A1s. 9A1s. 9A1S.

Gotta focus on my 6 core subjects.

English
A Maths
E maths
Chemistry
Physics
Elect Geog/ Full His.

I'm not gonna back down for Bio too. =)

PS: ZOMG. JOEL GIAM GOT 29.5/40 FOR CHEM( SHIT. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I LOST TO GIAM FOR CHEM WA LAU EH) & 78% FOR BIO. $%^%&%# I just hope that my Bio won't be so disastrous.

I must win giam. = =
.
~~~

2008-02-23T08:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired. =/

My left arm is aching quite abit from doing the continuous motion with the mace. It's like lifting weights. Only that you can't stop.

Bball was fun as usual.
=]

The world's beautiful. =)

2008-02-23T03:16:00.000-08:00

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.

You often find yourself on the outside looking in.

Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are a Question Mark

You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.

You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.

Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)

You excel in: Higher education

You get along best with: The Comma

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.

Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying.

You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

2008-02-22T02:22:00.000-08:00

You Are Destined to Rule the World

You have the makings of a very evil dictator...

Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary!

Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not.

But at least you know that you could.

Are You Destined For World Domination?

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.

You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).

You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.

Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!

Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

You Are 3: The Achiever

You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy.

Eager to reach your goals, you are ambitious and competitive.

You are good at motivating yourself and motivating others.

You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor.

At Your Best: You are kind, confident, and completely authentic. You are witty and full of life.

At Your Worst: You are insecure, narcissistic, and jealous.

Your Fixation: Vanity

Your Primary Fear: Being worthless.

Your Primary Desire: To be important and valuable.

Other Number 3's: Tom Cruise, Sylvester Stallone, Michael Jordan, Madonna, and Shania Twain.

What Number Are You?

Your Inner Color is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great.

You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own.

Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

What's Your Inner Color?

2008-02-22T02:17:00.000-08:00

Chem and E maths were torturous.

Especially E Maths. I would have gotten full marks if i didn't doze off half way during the test. Lost 8m out of 40 for that.

=T

Chem was $%^$%&%#. I can't believe i got the fermentation question wrong. I will remember it for ever and ever.

(Glucose) Yeast (Ethanol)
C6H1206 ---> 2C2H5OH + 2CO2

=/

Lol. The common test is finally over. Time to slack , sleep and play =]

2008-02-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

Common Test week so i can't post much.

There's Chem and E Maths left tomorrow.

Biology was as great as i wanted. With the teacher wanting 3 sentences for 1m.

A Maths was much better , maybe full marks =]

and Elect Humans was just me crapping out bullshit.

Physics wasn't that hard.

Full Humans I probably won't fail but it's hard to say.

Till then,

2008-02-16T07:38:00.000-08:00

Had my Injection.The needle was glaring at me. Then it bit.

Ouch.

Next thing i knew was that i could't lift my left arm =/

After the trip back home, i went to sleep again. Sleep deprivation sucks. =x

Ran with Fabian from Bball court to Lot 1 today. It was pretty fun with us sprinting at the last 1000ms. =]

2008-02-15T07:34:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's the day. Ouch. I never liked injections , particularly one so close to my common test. I swear I kill the nurse if this happens.

Me: Err excuse what's that ar?

Nurse : You don't need to know lah , just take it.

Me: Oi you stupid auntie i got the right to know right?

Or smthg along the lines.

You get my drift =/

=T I hope i can still play bball after this

2008-02-13T06:24:00.000-08:00

Whew. I got back my Handphone. xD

It was pretty snug in the drawer , i swear.

Anyway , homework was a pile as usual.

=/

AND CHINESE SPELLING.

THE HORROR.

nevermind.I shall study for once. =]

And , a dedication to all the couples out there.

Happy Valentines :)

2008-02-12T02:57:00.001-08:00

SHIT.

I JUST REALISED I LEFT MY HANDPHONE IN CLASS.

ZOMG.

I HOPE THE CLEANERS WON'T TAKE IT.

*PRAYS*

2008-02-12T01:24:00.000-08:00

Life's stressful. But it sure is fun =]

Today's PE was the only time when i seriously ran for the past few months. xD

Time for homework anyway

2008-02-11T05:55:00.000-08:00

Went to have my hair cut.

Family farewell dinner was great xP

However. I got owned by HW.

Phy Assg 6.

Chem Assg 1.1 - 1.4

A maths Assg 7 and revision papers

EM revision papers.

It's time to burn brain cells =]

2008-02-09T23:10:00.001-08:00

2008-02-09T23:09:00.001-08:00

2008-02-09T23:01:00.000-08:00

I borrowed dad's cam for a while and snapped a few pics.

=]

My painting =]

Bball shoes and Molten bball.

ANG PAOO

And my spastic face.

2008-02-09T06:54:00.000-08:00

Back from basketball.

It wasn't that bad. I think my shooting accuracy went up. Some how i feel lighter and jumping seems easier. xD

Anyway , in the middle of the game i got the urge to ( yea you know) So i borrowed 20cents from my friend and ran to the kopitiam toilet. Inflation sucks. A packet of tissue paper costs like 20cents? But bargaining was out of the question. I needed to to it. Fast. ( This just a case of overly powering demand , budding economists take note)

After that. ( Yah. That. What's wrong about that.) I went back into the game. The game had became a 3 v 3. With Bing Shu and unicorn on my team. Both were great, with Bing becoming more deadly with his shooting. ( yay me) and unicorn improving. =]

The 3 uncles who were our opponents weren't slipshods. One was a sharp shooter , another was a dirty asshole who liked to foul and finally the versatile QIE BAN!

I'm glad to say that the dirty guy didn't score at all =P

2008-02-09T01:40:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year. The festive season that's bound to get kids excited. Afterall who can resist the temptation of the ang paos and the traditional treats? Pigging out on food, merry making and reunion dinners are just part of the agendas.

CNY wasn't very eventful for me, after all only 1 of my relatives lives in Singapore.. So bai nian didn't consume even a hour of my time. I was slightly jealous of those who had relatives because at least your holiday would have a meaning to it and not just plain boredom.

Not to mention diahorea. Urrgh. It stinks. Especially because of dehydration. Thanks to that i can't really concentrate when I'm shooting hoops.

100Plus wasn't the saviour i made it out to be.

Guess it's the books for me this time. :)

2008-02-09T01:35:00.000-08:00

Confucious sayings . =] (From John Tan)

Man who think he is Number One is next to nothing.

Man who runs in front of car gets tired, man who runs behind car gets exhausted

Man who sneezes without tissue takes matters in his own hands

Man who have hand in pockets not crazy, just feeling nuts.

Schoolboy who plays with schoolgirl during wrong period get caught red-handed.

Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.

Man who go to bed with diarrhoea wake up in deep shit.

2008-02-08T02:37:00.000-08:00

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless.
You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

You Are a Yellow Crayon

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors.
You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius.
Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way.
While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme.

Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Your Power Level is: 96%

You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally.
You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little).

How Powerful Are You?

2008-02-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

You Are 38% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Your Gemstone is Amber

Creative, happy, and logical.
You shine in any intellectual endeavor

What Gemstone Are You?

2008-02-07T19:19:00.000-08:00

Diarrhoea.

2008-02-07T07:31:00.001-08:00

Shred the gloves and start running.

2008-02-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

It's a dark night ,
A path alone ,
Fire blazing through the ends ,
Needles shrouded on the stones

2008-02-07T01:43:00.000-08:00

Just came back from the Cinema.

I must admit. Kung fu dunk was a rather exceptional show. It was humorous ( That's for sure! ) and I LOVE THE VISUALS!

Jay's acting was also brilliant =]

2008-02-07T01:40:00.000-08:00

Your IQ Is 140

Your Logical Intelligence is Genius

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Genius

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

I'mma genius.

xD

2008-02-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

You Are a Pear

You are independent, intelligent, and a free thinker.
You can accomplish great things, especially when you do them on your own.

You are direct, honest, and sometimes even a bit brutal.
There's not much that gets in the way of you and your ambition.

While you are hard nosed, you do have a much sweeter side to you.
It takes times for you to soften toward someone, but once you do, you'll be their friend for life.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 20%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You'll die in a shuttle crash, on your way to your resort on the moon.

How Sinful Are You?

You Are 32% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

You Are a Natural Entrepreneur

You're creative, driven, and full of great ideas.
You could be the next Richard Branson, Warren Buffet, or Oprah.
Keep with your dreams, even if people don't understand or respect them.
Someday you'll have too much money to care what they think!

Are You a Natural Entrepreneur?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

I admit. I was bored.

2008-02-06T18:26:00.001-08:00

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

2008-02-06T18:21:00.000-08:00

Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire

You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.
Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.
Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.
At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.

Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers

What Should Your Superpower Be?

What Chen Qijian Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-06T18:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night was a whirlwind of activities for me, squeezing through the crowds in Chinatown, long and boring rides on the mrt coupled with my drowsiness wasn't the best experience in my life.

Tch. I shouldn't even contemplate about going there next time. I mean squeezing through crowds of young people (/chio bu) are fine by me. But getting packed into sardines with sticky ,smelly elbow wielding and ill mannered aunties and uncles are no no for me.

I hate how I get elbowed while trying to get a breath of fresh air amid the fetid hot breath of the crowd.

I hate how people can step on my clean WHITE shoes while walking.

But enough of my complaining. IT'S A NEW YEAR! 9A1s I'm coming =]

2008-02-06T03:46:00.000-08:00

It's been like one year since i posted. ( Yea , yea I know it's stupid that i can lose my blog password)

Reading all my past misdeeds and random actions brought back a sense of nostalgia sprinkled with amusement. Comparing myself then and now , i feel that i'm slightly more mature then last time. Where i would burst into a tirade. Yes. Kicking and screaming for justice and blood. That was the old me.

Now I'm even better. Armed with a parang and stiletto. Super Apple shall dish out justice!

Kidding. If i could even do justice to my smelly old socks waiting to be washed.

On a more serious note ,today was the eve of Chinese New Year. Not many people were there, it was sort of saddening. Glancing back at the crumbly old clock tower brings back many fond memories. Rolling on the field , getting mud on my shirt and throwing cockroaches into pencil cases were my specialties. Not to mention the dead caterpillar that became a mummy with the help of my correction fluid.

Memory lane may not be exactly a flower bed, but whatever forlorn memories that it brings is a treasured one. It shaped me into who i am, crafted my character and etched that spastic grin onto my face .

2007-03-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

Rawr. I had an argument with my neighbour. He was a fucking asshole. Yes there's no censor. I hate him. And why?

He accused me of something that i did not do. How does someone bounce the ball when he's not even touching it? Amazing . Just another case of widespread stupidity.

He even threaten to slash my ball, then talk some crap about sending me to town council for bouncing the ball which he could not use. He said "Bom bom bom" =.= Lame old fart.

I could already impreach him in prision for harrestment , Threats of use on force and slander.

I was staring at him. That old fart. Being nice is tough.

In the end. what i said was " Sir i did not do anything and your wasting my time here. Please go somewhere else to terrorise some other poor folk " In short.

FUCK OFF AND DIE.

Anyway , got into a talk with my parents and sorted a few things out, in the end i was really crying because i was confused. really confused. My parents chose to believe that old fart.

=/

Anyway we moved past that issue when we both argreed that he was a fucker who deserved to be shot.

but i was still quite hurt. =/ Anyway got past that issue when i was showering again due to my tears and sweat. My veil of depression lifted suddenly as a thought bloomed in my mind.

"This is just another obstacle of life. look at the positive side ,it cleared up a few things with ur parents and was a motivational force."

Okay.

I starting to believe in god now.

Sorry for not making sense , was tired after painting ><

2007-03-10T07:24:00.000-08:00

RAWR

Haven't blogged for a few days due to my hectic schedule.

I got back my results. Shock. Anger . Guilt. Denial. They flowed through me. I did really badly this term, but. This will be the last. I shall pick myself up. I Won't let this defeat me.

It's time to Mug.

2007-03-02T06:52:00.000-08:00

Went for my 1st Xcountry training today.. Had a time-trial but after 4 laps it was cancelled due to the pouring rains..and postphoned to tomorrow which i don't plan on going =D

Short post today due to HW =]

2007-03-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

Whew. A maths today was fun!! FUN FUN FUN!!

I mean look at the equations for Quad.Graphs , so many types to learn =/

Eg. -(x-h)^2 + k

Intresting right? ==

But it was quite easy =P

Chem was quite a breeze ,cause we were slacking around mostly

Fweee~~

Chinese rocks =x

I'm random =/

Right now , my mind is set, My councillor stands by me, my parents stand by me..Hopefully the CCA 'cher will also stand by me =x

I'M GONNA GO FOR XCOUNTRY!!!!!!!

YAY ME =x

2007-02-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

Saturday wasn’t the normal day it meant to be. It was a life lesson that charged into me, overwhelming me. What’s so special about today?

Well ,it was the day that I had first contact with the patients from IMH ( Institute of Mental Health.)

The media portrays these patients as mentally unstable and liable to lash out without warning ,in other words , people who attack you indiscriminately. This creates a social stigma about these patients , making them feared and in the end, isolates these patients from the warmth of human touch. Sometimes ,they forget what it is to laugh, to cry ,to feel, to care and to love. They become machines , with just one job , to survive. Some even have families abandoning them, their faces in “shame”, is it so hard for them to say “My parent’s are mentally unfit” , is it so hard to create another place in their hearts for these so called “mentally unfit” people? One thing I saw that touched me was when one the patients ushered his friend towards the goody bag and helped him take one , it was such a refreshing reprieve from our fast paced selfish world , have you seen people jostling each other in trying to cut the queue? The kiasuness is simply overwhelming. Take almost any auntie in the streets and let her see a long queue ,without fail she will join the queue ,even if she doesn’t know what’s she’s queuing for. Compared to the IMH patients ,I would rather live with them than even be in a 50m vicinity with such a auntie.

Families now have the pragmatic concept towards the kinsmen. If he/she is troublesome , send him away. What happened to the love? What happened to the basic urge to care for your family? Sons and daughters , all grown up ,some see their parents as a burden , as a damper , as a useless tottering good-for-nothing. But what about when you were a child? Did they not care for you? Love you ? Provide for you? Slog their guts off for you so that you can study? Shake their heads in defeat even as you utter these heart damming words?

Is it so hard to return all these love? Is it so hard to even return a fraction of the love?

Must it be shame that you feel when you have such a relative?

Must these patients be so feared? Are we too stereotypical? The patients that I encountered were caring and kind. They had a twinkle in their eyes and their infectious toothy grin which they shared. They were not shy ,even during the sing-along session ,their songs were even better than any pop songs because , theirs came down from their hearts ,they wanted to engage with us ,to entertain us ,such generosity of the heart even when it meant sacrificing your self-esteem is something that is missing with everyone of us.

It was what i would call , a time to reflect on myself.

2007-02-23T19:32:00.000-08:00

Rawrrrrrr

I'm back after shelving the mountain of chinese homework..=.=

=/

Short post =P

2007-02-19T20:20:00.000-08:00

A nice song from High school musical.